The Show Must Go OnThere are manythings I wish---however,wishes are often overshadowedby reality,and love is often taintedby conditions.Do we dream to escape,or do we dream to have controlof our own souls,to live life with purpose,with direction,and a sense of self
to believe that wishes really docome true.Me,I wish many things,but disappointment always comesafter expectations.
This Isn't MeIll give it all for you,but could you save meif I asked you to?If you saw my inner hell,this hidden, fallen angel,would I still be the same to you?Im so afraidto show this side of me,afraid of what you might say
How could I lose myself again,how have I become so weak again?I promise this isnt truly me,this isnt how Im meant to be
Im not afraidto give it all for you,but could you save meif I needed you to?
Dogs and PoliticsWe drove home the other day,after eating and laughing,and in the middle of the roadthere were two dogs,one crossed to the other side,the other sat there scratching its ass.The other day,our soldiers have diedfor an uncertain cause,have died in vainfor a nation we cannot save,a nation who may not want to be saved,meanwhile,politicians have beengetting drunk off our tax dollars,jacking off to child porn,having affairs,and scratching their asses.
helpless and hopefulThese pills,theyre just enough to knock me out,just enough to save me from myself.This knife,its just enough to bleed me out,to drain me of myself.He asks if theres anything wrong,I promise no,and I cant see it,but maybe there isbecause I hurt so bad tonight.I just need enoughto knock me out,to save me from myself tonight