the only oneYour anger buildsand buildsa wall between us,your selfish angerpushing and pushingme awaywhile you expect meto stay put,to wear a smile,and pretendyou havent hurt me,but tell me,how am I supposedto be happy for youwhen you take it all out on methen turn your back on me
I cant be theonly oneto change,I cant be theonly one
afterwardsI think Im ready to die,fade away and leave this world behind.All my mistakes have finally buried me,all my regrets have finally covered me.Just tell me its not my fault,let me believe that for once.Just reach out for meto let me know you love me,to show me everythings ok.I know Im choked up now,and I can hardly breathe,but I promise I wont cry tonight.
infidelityShe's so beautiful,it makes me cry;I see the way his eyes are starring,they never stray from her,and it kills me to knowhe's the one I love.his hand grasps mine,while his thoughts immortalizes her every curve,he says, "I love you,"looking straight through me to her
prose rough draftI was flooded by all that life had just thrown my way, and I felt as though I were the only person in the world. I stood in the inner city mall starring up at what seemed like the biggest escalator of my life, like it somehow represented my ominous fate: life as it would become since he died.I felt like I was drowning in a sea of loneliness, the taste of salt water nearly as real as the saliva sliding down my throat in a nervous effort to drench the flames of rage that have been burning inside me since the fire took everything I had, including the love of my life.
song of the fallenSleeping, sleeping,silently I dream.Screaming, screamingthe cries of my soul.whispering horrors inside my head,echoing, echoing,the anguish inside my head.The song of the fallenreverberates through my ears,the ringing bellstremble through my ears.The sorrow of the fallen,mournful still I hear.